LJ6

"I'm going to Jail."

Quince night............

Our toast was to this being the last quince we ever perform in.

We do what I said, we got dressed at Steven's house. We wait for Danny who has the 151, who by the way is retarded and got there late. We take about three shots before the bottle is dry. Me, Gonzalo, Danny and Steven were the drinkees. Luisito had one shot, and Justin just took pics. Which by the way we are all mostly 21 and this family still advocates drinking. So we did it in Steve's room after Rudy had left. Three shots, yeah we weren't anything special, but I was feeling nice. The suit just never look looked right to me when I went to the mirror. I think it was just me being my usual self doubter, but everyone else said I looked fine.

By the way, I really do have that problem, where I will look at myself in the mirror and contemplate what is wrong with my body. I dunno, I am weird like that. I have so much to work on.

Anyways, we had a limo come pick us up. The rest of the Gang was outside. We go in and drive around a bit before someone remembered we had forgotten something. Instinctevly me and Gomez(gonzalo) jump out of the car to get it. Cause we know, we can raid Steve's parent's scotch and take one more quick shot before we really leave. We do, and then we get what we came inside for and we leave. Still, nothing to set me off, but I was feeling nice. The technical word was "Buzzing", so I was starting to feel the buzz. We get to the place, to take pictures with our couples. Mine, Kathy, who is 15, looked really good. I had to get that out of my mind. I wasn't going to jail.

......I bet I could snag her if I tried though, just saying I COULD do it if I put effort.

We then, after the pictures all got in a party bus, both guys and girls. Albert and Cherry came with us too. There was no room, so I had to sit on top of the cooler door. I opened it to see what was inside to find a bottle of Jack Daniels that is almost empty. Gomez, sitting next spots it as well, our gazes meet and we know, that bottle has to be empty before we get out of the bus. Albert was the wall though, we had to wait till he left the bus for a second before we poured oursleves the stuff. Mind you, Jack Daniels is nasty, but at this point me and Gomez were just trying to get fucked up. Whatever, we finished it and the bus trip was off. Albert, like a damn psychic begins yelling, "Who drank from the bottle in there!" I was sitting ontop of the damn thing, the empty bottle was in the cooler, hidden. How the hell? He grabs it and stares us down. I pour some OJ in my cup and just brush it off, trying to to stare in his eyes.

Really, I am 21 If I want to drink I should be able to freely. I hate when I am with this family that I have to deny that I drink. I mean we all do it, but I guess it is fun hiding the fact from them. They come from being alcoholics and drug dealers, they are just being protective cause they have lived and been through it all. They are a bit OVER protective, and well I am gonna live my life to the fullest.

It didn't matter, cause no one looked drunk. No one was, my and Gonzalo were the most gone and we are the best at holding out liquor. We looked fine.

The only times I get paranoid when this family gets around me is when I am high. But that itself is another story.

The party bus was pretty much me messing with the radio unable to listen to any rap music cause it have profanity it its lyrics. It dropped us back off at the plus(the place where the family throws most of it's parties.) We get ready, we do our thing. We knock it out, I thought we all did a great job. Did I mention Kathy, my partner looked real good? Dammit, why do I like spanish girls so much? I made people laugh during parts where no one should have laughed.............my usual for these events. My brother came, his Ex was here too, and her brother, who he thought didn't like him. Funny as how they never met so Manny didn't even know what Stephen looked like.

Remember I have a best from SteVen, and my brother StePHen. Just trying to help out.

Bam, dance was over. It went by real fast, now was the time to eat, or for me to go around and greet people. Two faces I did not expect there were lil Cari, and old family member long since left the family circle because she chose(basically) her husband over the family. The other was Alisha, Gonzalo's ex. She said she wasn't gonna be here due to her aunt's party. Both seemed amusing enough for me to talk to until I remember who was best friends with both these people, Jessy. Cause right when I went to kiss them she was right there. Looking all beautiful as always.

Did she?

and Alisha and Cari both love to talk to me, and they love to talk to Jessy so there I was stuck with two old friends and this girl I can't have. Jessy acted normal with me, like there was never no other guy. Flirting and what not, we took pictures, we drank, we danced. Basically she was my dance partner for the night. She looked really beautiful, she was not mine. I was furious at the thought of that. That some other guy put his hands on her.

Did she do that at prom?

This was so shitty. I needed to do something, cause then Cari wanted us all to go out clubbing, just the four of us. Like THAT wouldn't me awkward. The night dwindled away and Steve was already making plans for afterwards for us to go out somewhere to hang or something. Meanwhile my brother was getting re-aquainted with his ex, Rachel. It was funny, I dunno, this was like the only girl he had slept with and even since, he hasn't been with anyone so I guess he realized this and went back to what he could obtain. Gomez on the other hand was checking out all the females at the party. He tells me, "I am gonna go to jail." When he says this I know what he means. He is checking out girls that are younger then us. Illegeal even. He is looking at this girl who he jokes about looks to be 13. "It's not worth going to jail for." He would say, then he would come back five minutes later and say, "Shit nigga I'm going to jail!" It didn't matter, the best looking girl there was Jessy, FUCK!

Gonzalo being the ass that he is decided to ask Jessy about this guy when I was sitting next to her. Fun, like I want to know anything about this fag. Seems like she left the college she was going to attend, that was close to where I lived, (one that we had talked about for awhile that she had been wanting to attend real bad.) now to the college where this guy was going.

Great, they are fucking. Or whatever my mind is throwing in my head to get me mad.

Casey and Jojo comes on, "all my life" a real pretty song. What does she do, dances with me, a slow song, singing the song to me.

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She left after that, didn't even kiss my goodbye. I am so glad that was the last song, I was about to lose it. We get to Steven's house back where all of our cars are. Steve says that everyone was going to hang at this girls Heidi's house. It was my Steve, Stephen, and Gomez going. Apparantly Danny was already there with Yenly. We get there to see Rachel outside, (hahahahahaha) and Manny inside (BWAHAHAHAHAHA) and Danny, Yenly, Nikki, Felicia, Jose, and Heidi. Yenly is the only drunk one there. Manny looks at my brother and begins to question who he is. Gomez does the stupid(yet funny as shit) thing to say who he is and who knows him. He mentioned Manny's sister's name at the end and then started laughing. Of course I saw the irony here, but I tried to not laugh, at least not laugh to where Manny could see me. I turned my head and almost cried.

We sit in a circle, Yenly this whole time is talking and drinking. No one else pretty much is drinking. As she continues to drink she just begins to blurt out all sorts of secrets. Like stuff they did at the bachlorette party and even stuff about her sex life with danny. No one was stopping her, but jesus if it wasn't the funniest thing to see her talk all this stupid drunkeness secrets things that she should be telling any of us. We were literally rolling on the floor. While we were leaving, Jose grabbed me and Gonzalo and told us we need to hang out more often, to chill more at his place. This our course meant to go hang with him and smoke, but yeah me and Gonzalo are leeches, and never pay to do any of this stuff. So a guy, offering free weed to us, is A'OK in our books. I just need to get his number.


and that was the end of the night.

........fun huh?