LJ21

"Habitual" 

yeah

...fun weekend so far........

............

although

I think I might have found something........

more fun

then

drinking

....and smoking....

no, seriously.......


it's always been there........

but, been over shadowed by....me being drunk or high......

and that is......

...................

fucking around with people who are drunk or high, when I am sober.......

no seriously.........tonight I didn't drink......

er I say tonight, cause in the morning, I went to the beach and got FIZZUCKED up, gotta love the captain.

anyways

all my boys either got high or drank

I had my share of that "fun" the night before, I just wasn't in the mood.

it just felt like......

whenever someone talked....

they left themselves open to a smart ass comment I was thinking of....

and of course I said it

..cause I could think straight nigga...

that shit was funny.

...........to me

no one else liked it

and I seem to recall, back in the day when alchol wasn't so accesible to us.

I used to do this shit all the time.......

you could say

I crossed the line

but like all the time

I was(am) a Habitual line crosser......

oh, and it's fun...this shit is coming back..

until I get cracked(like what almost happened tonight)...then it might go away again.

lol