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"1st gay ass post here!

Yeah, so my diary is finally fully. I need someplace to write all of my bitching on. Today is my moms birthday, I got her some roses. I thought it sweet, only to find that right when she picked em up, the stems break.

She is going to go out to eat with her boy friend. She comes into my room, preparing to lecture me on something....I just know it......

....says, "sorry I broke yer flowers, but I heard you are going out with Alexis this friday." That she wants me to act on my best behavior around this girl..........who by the way I had thought to be my cousin for like a lil over 18 years, but is not.

She wants me to be on my best behavior...............obviously my mom does not go out a lot with me.

My Experience at the Warped Tour

Controlled Chaos.

I did not fully understand the concept until yesterday. I confronted controlled chaos up close and a little too personal.

PMA

Nick Paullus

Job Hunt

Oh this has been fun. I don't knwo why I can't find a job, but the search has lasted almost an entire year with no results.

I am prone to think it has something to do with my record.

Ah well....the hunt continues.

Here is a list of places I have applied to, some on multiple occasions.

Morgan Exterior. heh
Lowes
Target
AMC
USF
Dick's
Express
Coca Cola
Mariott
GNC
Best Buy
Hilton
Embassy Suites
Apple
Chase

and some more I'm sure.

More Poems

If two plus two equals four,
then what constitutes a whore,
is it when little girlies
start selling their bodies,
with men who are rotten to the core?
of this I know for sure,
that the girls are always left poor,
did they veer off course,
or make a wrong turn,
was this their life God had in store,
or was it as simple as
choosing right over left,
or saying yes
when it should have been a no,
So think twice,
before calling her a ho,
because her path in life,
is one you will never know.

Poems

(Not the greatest, but whatever.)

Well I know I'm not the coolest,
But I know you think I'm the cutest,
and I know this sounds rather foolish,
cause I act and laugh like one of the stooges,
but I woke up close to noonish,
and I'm tired of all yer yapping,
so sit back and hear me rapping,
cause yer mouth is always flapping,
and my hand just won't stop tapping,
on the tables on the drum,
while I am sipping on some rum,
and I know you think I'm rather dumb,
like a steady jobless bum,
so enjoy the story while I tell you some.

(or something like that.)

New Word!

Needless to say, my vocabulary is not the most impressive...

BUT!

I am always willing and looking to improve on it at any given time.

With that said, I used to write down words I would come across in books or other media outlets and then go back after I had a large number and find the definition for them all.

Might as well keep them on my own personal blog, RIGHT?

~

Ancillary 

Noun: A person whose work provides necessary support to the primary activities of an organization, institution, or industry.

Adjective: Providing necessary support to the primary activities or operation of an organization, institution, industry, or system.